Sunday, February 28, 2010

Sleep

What Is sleep, but an absence from the everyday hell we must endure,
We rest our sore and tired minds and bodies in a bed,
Most of us alone,
What Is a dream but an alter reality of life,
We go to those special moments of life which we enjoyed and replay them in our minds,
We must visit them to keep our minds from going astray,
Though our moments of joy can soon turn to pain,
Twisted by our own imagination,
Into something we fear and dispise,
Reality, the lies and shame,
Our dreams are our escape, but even they can be turned against us..

Love Me As I Am

Love me as I am, or leave me where I stand
You cannot pick apart my heart and expect me to dive In,
I will not make you change,though It can be arranged,
But If you steal my heart you must only take a part,
For you shall break It If you take too much too fast,
Your gentle kisses meet my lips with pure happiness,
Your incadescent eyes of blue fill me to the brim with joy,
I cannot live without you, yet you make it hard to stay,
Take me as i am, or leave me where i stand..

Friday, February 26, 2010

English 4 boy charged with murder.

In the case of the 11 year old boy, being tryed for murder in a adult court is unethical. Though im not saying he dosent understand the depth of what he may or may no thave done, dosent mean he should be tried in adult court, if he is in fact 11 then he is a child. I'm not really sure what the point of adult court and juvinelle court, if he is being tryed in adult court. What is the point? Children should not be charged in adult court if they are younger than 18 why would you put them in that situation. Also they transferred him to an adult jail, they werent even equipted to hold a child. I guess in this situation its just bad all together, its a young boy being charged with murder when they havn't come out with any evidence that proves he is guilty. The gunpowder on his shirt isnt hard evidence when he has gunpowder on most of his shirts from hunting with his father. I guess I just dont understand the point of adult and juvinelle court if they are going to try children in adult.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Tarnish

Tarnished,
Rusted and old,
Plauged by disease,
Like a falling star,
Beautiful as is burns to ash in the atmosphere,
Tarnished,
Ships lay in ruins at the bottom of the sea,
Salt burns like acid on the metal of the bow,
Fish and eels hide inside,
Tarnished,
Like your reputation,
Your lies hidden inside,
Your rusted tired body..

"I Am"

I Am a tree woman,
I Am a crazy woman,
I Am a cat women,
I Am a nailpolsih woman,
I Am a singing woman,
I Am a blonde woman,
I Am a hyper woman,
I Am a beautiful woman,
I Am a respectful woman,
I Am a listening woman,
I Am a happy woman,
I Am a sad woman,
I Am a rasberry woman,
I Am a pasta woman,
I Am cherished woman,
I Am a strong woman,
I Am a weak woman,
I Am a bitter woman,
I Am a grown woman,
I Am a feared woman,
I Am a free woman,
I Am a lost woman,
I Am a found woman,
I Am a truth woman,
I Am a creative woman,
I Am a pablo woman,
I Am a light woman,
I Am a dark woman,
I Am a tense woman,
I Am a persuasive woman,
I Am a bliss woman,
I Am a recycling woman,
I Am a woman, just like you...

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Crow Bar

I will not apologize,
You can not make me,
To pry the words from my mouth,
You would need a crow bar,
Steal the words and they mean nothing,
You may have yelled,
You may have threatened,
Taken my pride,
My opinion,
But you will not make me apologize,
Making myself happy is the best mistake I have ever made,
you have been discarded,
Your vile tongue removed from my life,
Of all the things you taught me,
Strengh was one of them,
Never to back down,
To let people talk down to me,
You do what you dispise,
What make's you think such a god of yourself,
What to do now,
No one to manipulate,
Will you falter?
Tables have been turned you have no one to control,
But yourself..

Dances With My Father

When i was younger my father would lift me high,
His eyes so blue and full of love for me,
We danced to the sounds of something I grew to love,
Music its notes so sweet and soft,
Twisted there way into my soul,
Things that I had never noticed before creep into mind,
The smell of his skin,
Pine and mint,
Mingled in the air around us,
I can see now,
How things had slowed down for us,
Seconds felt like minutes,
Each one meant for only us,
The way my blonde hair swayed with the movments of his hips,
the beat of out hearts,
Mine so soft,his so strong,
But none of these things mattered,
I was so young and naive,
To think this was life,
To think he would stay,
I remember those dances with my father,
In the small places we called home,
Dark brown couch,
Small toy bin,
Which we maneuvered around each time we shared a dance,
But sadly this was not enough for my father to stay,
Love is never enough,
Not long after,
There wold be custody battles,
So many men is in dark suits,
They wanted to know how i felt,
But in the end,
I was only a scared little girl,
And daddy left.
Mommy and i were alone,
The dances woth my father were scarce,
And so was the time i spent with him,
No more would i spin in my fathers arms,
No more would my hair sway like the wheat in the wind,
No more would my fathers lips whisper the song's to me as we spun around
All or that is gone now,
The innocence of childhood is over,
No more will i dance with my father..